Writer. Photographer. Runner. Dreamer. Believer. In Love.
~ Monday, April 2 ~
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Even though I know I don’t have a good singing voice and I might get un-followers because of this, I am posting for the very first [and probably the last] time a recording of me singing.

This is the first song I sang to you over the phone, I was humming it in my head a while ago while I was working because, as you know, you are always on my mind whether I’m working or not, so I decided to record it and post it for you.

;)

(Source: jerardeusebio)

Tags: recording all my life audio cheesy ayan na ang kabaduyan pag in love lol WILL NOT DELETE LOL
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~ Friday, March 16 ~
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While you were spending your parent’s hard-earned money for booze and cigarettes; while you were sitting comfortably, sipping your expensive frappe in a warmly lit café; while you were spending endless nights with your clique drinking gin and beer to numb away the so-called stress of studying; while you pranced around with your iPhone strategically positioned in your hand so that anyone who sees you also notices it; while you were pestering your parents over the phone to increase your allowance; while you were leaving your apartment all dressed up to attend a party in lieu of opening your expensive lecture syllabi and laboratory manuals; while you ditched an early class because of a resulting hang-over; and, while your mouth is still being fed by hands who’ve been working to support your schooling and at the same time your family’s needs, somebody out there has stopped schooling not because she wanted to but because her parent’s could no longer pay her tuition fee, and has been working for a fast-food chain ever since just until she can save enough to go back. In her heart of hearts she silently wishes that she wouldn’t be too old when the time comes.
While you were copying your kind seatmate’s assignment because you were too engaged in an online game last night, somebody out there is working three jobs so he could help his parents send his little brother and sister to school.
While you elatedly browsed the clothes at a boutique for a date, somebody’s mother is slowly putting back a blouse she wanted for her birthday because she decided to use the money for her husband’s medications instead.
While you were “taking it easy”, somebody out there has just finished college a semester early and with honors and is already looking for a job so he could support his mother who has breast cancer.
What would have been a better use of your time?

While you were spending your parent’s hard-earned money for booze and cigarettes; while you were sitting comfortably, sipping your expensive frappe in a warmly lit café; while you were spending endless nights with your clique drinking gin and beer to numb away the so-called stress of studying; while you pranced around with your iPhone strategically positioned in your hand so that anyone who sees you also notices it; while you were pestering your parents over the phone to increase your allowance; while you were leaving your apartment all dressed up to attend a party in lieu of opening your expensive lecture syllabi and laboratory manuals; while you ditched an early class because of a resulting hang-over; and, while your mouth is still being fed by hands who’ve been working to support your schooling and at the same time your family’s needs, somebody out there has stopped schooling not because she wanted to but because her parent’s could no longer pay her tuition fee, and has been working for a fast-food chain ever since just until she can save enough to go back. In her heart of hearts she silently wishes that she wouldn’t be too old when the time comes.

While you were copying your kind seatmate’s assignment because you were too engaged in an online game last night, somebody out there is working three jobs so he could help his parents send his little brother and sister to school.

While you elatedly browsed the clothes at a boutique for a date, somebody’s mother is slowly putting back a blouse she wanted for her birthday because she decided to use the money for her husband’s medications instead.

While you were “taking it easy”, somebody out there has just finished college a semester early and with honors and is already looking for a job so he could support his mother who has breast cancer.

What would have been a better use of your time?

Tags: conscience? heavy post bato bato sa langit lol i'm preachy like this literature
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~ Wednesday, February 1 ~
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I have often wondered how your numbness came about. Could it be genetic? Environmentally induced? Perhaps, I will never know.
You hug me with warmth; I hug back with desire. You lift me with words of encouragement; I soar with love. You look at me with your eyes; I gaze on you with my heart. Every little thing you do means something else to me. This friendship is bittersweet. This feeling is painfully wonderful. You are my miserable ecstasy.
I wish you’d just stop, but I’m addicted to this strange affair. And you always give me something that would keep me hoping this would escalate, that we would escalate. But I fear that we would never.
And so, I will continue to be your good friend, even if it kills me every single day. Every. Single. Day. 

I have often wondered how your numbness came about. Could it be genetic? Environmentally induced? Perhaps, I will never know.

You hug me with warmth; I hug back with desire. You lift me with words of encouragement; I soar with love. You look at me with your eyes; I gaze on you with my heart. Every little thing you do means something else to me. This friendship is bittersweet. This feeling is painfully wonderful. You are my miserable ecstasy.

I wish you’d just stop, but I’m addicted to this strange affair. And you always give me something that would keep me hoping this would escalate, that we would escalate. But I fear that we would never.

And so, I will continue to be your good friend, even if it kills me every single day. Every. Single. Day. 

Tags: i love you but i shouldn't charlesy inspiration love literature not fiction lol
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13 October 2011

James,
You should know that I finally found the strength to move away. It dampens my spirit now to know that even though I will be flying far away from you, a portion of my heart will always be adhered to yours even though it clings only by its own strength, because clearly yours belongs to another. I pray that this moving away would help me mend every wound I have obtained. I hope that someday, that portion of my heart clinging to yours would learn to grow tired and give up this pointless fight. It’s not that I don’t think you’re worth every bit of endurance and perseverance, it’s just that I think I’ve exhausted all that I had. I didn’t know it was going to consume me like this, giving away love. And I gave every single morsel away, all to no avail.
Jessie

13 October 2011


James,

You should know that I finally found the strength to move away. It dampens my spirit now to know that even though I will be flying far away from you, a portion of my heart will always be adhered to yours even though it clings only by its own strength, because clearly yours belongs to another. I pray that this moving away would help me mend every wound I have obtained. I hope that someday, that portion of my heart clinging to yours would learn to grow tired and give up this pointless fight. It’s not that I don’t think you’re worth every bit of endurance and perseverance, it’s just that I think I’ve exhausted all that I had. I didn’t know it was going to consume me like this, giving away love. And I gave every single morsel away, all to no avail.

Jessie

Tags: unrequited love youpitralala jessie and james bugoyprince lol fiction heartbreak moving on literature
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~ Wednesday, January 4 ~
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Please send me any question that you’d like me to answer.
I will pick and answer only 23 questions and I will post them before my birthday (I’m turning 23). I’ll put the names of the questioners as well as my answer on a picture, kinda typography (?)
I will only answer questions from Anons if they are really good questions! Haha! Thank you for taking time! :)
Birthday gift n’yo na sa’kin. Hehe! :))

Please send me any question that you’d like me to answer.

I will pick and answer only 23 questions and I will post them before my birthday (I’m turning 23). I’ll put the names of the questioners as well as my answer on a picture, kinda typography (?)

I will only answer questions from Anons if they are really good questions! Haha! Thank you for taking time! :)

Birthday gift n’yo na sa’kin. Hehe! :))

Tags: ask please LOL
~ Tuesday, December 27 ~
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Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real? 
- J.K. Rowling, “King’s Cross,” Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, 2007, spoken by the character Albus Dumbledore

Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real? 

- J.K. Rowling, “King’s Cross,” Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, 2007, spoken by the character Albus Dumbledore

Tags: good morning broomstick flying quidditch lol harry potter self portrait
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~ Wednesday, December 14 ~
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I understand rhythms and I’m pretty logical. I think my I.Q. is beyond average and I have a good memory. I understand every motion, every pattern in my head, but why is it impossible for my body to dance?

WHY?

(Source: jerardeusebio)

Tags: dance practice for Christmas party at the office dance dance dance fail LOL
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~ Saturday, December 10 ~
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I vowed to blog about my busy Saturday (today), but some of the pictures are in my phone and the USB cord is next door… and I am running low on my own battery, I’m exhausted (but still very happy)!
So, in lieu of that blog (it’s gonna be lengthy), tonight I’m posting another picture which I like from my photo shoot today!
Will post the blog tomorrow.
Happy Sunday ahead! :-)

I vowed to blog about my busy Saturday (today), but some of the pictures are in my phone and the USB cord is next door… and I am running low on my own battery, I’m exhausted (but still very happy)!

So, in lieu of that blog (it’s gonna be lengthy), tonight I’m posting another picture which I like from my photo shoot today!

Will post the blog tomorrow.

Happy Sunday ahead! :-)

Tags: rodeo blues cowboy LOL gpoy UPLB animal science self-portrait self portrait
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~ Wednesday, November 23 ~
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Taken while the LB rain poured on the car’s window. I wasn’t really thinking of anyone, I was just listening to a sad song, the statement seemed appropriate.

Ok, maybe I miss my SFs and Exes :-P

Taken while the LB rain poured on the car’s window. I wasn’t really thinking of anyone, I was just listening to a sad song, the statement seemed appropriate.

Ok, maybe I miss my SFs and Exes :-P

Tags: i miss you friendships rain windows emo lol
~ Saturday, November 19 ~
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This is how I clean my room, with broken spectacles :)) Trying to be sweaty on a Saturday morning! Here’s to a clean house home!

This is how I clean my room, with broken spectacles :)) Trying to be sweaty on a Saturday morning! Here’s to a clean house home!

Tags: GPOY LOL
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